Have you every meditation about your meditation? I did today.
I did one of my favourite urban hikes that ends for me at the grounds of the Self-Realization Mother House near where I live. I wandered behind the main building so I could see the vista of mountains, covered with more snow than I’ve seen in my entire time living in Los Angeles.
And I thought– this is my image of sovereignty. Not in human form, but in the quiet solid ancient strength of mountains. The roar of water. Gnarled tree roots that I imagine were braided by faeries. Not in human-created deities. I felt filled with the beautiful power of Nature.
I wandered over to the Temple of Leaves to sit a bit. Another person was sitting down as I arrived, and he was loud and purposeful in his breathing. I sat and listened to the birds and wondered more about sovereignty as I fell into the delicious comfort of meditation.
I began to sense a light deep in my brain, and then I could see it, and it had a faint, indescribable. sound. Bells made of water is the closest I can come.
I got curious about the light, and inwardly said “I would like to see more, please.”
The light grew and I could feel it both inside and outside more forehead. Like the looking glass Alice fell through.
My eyes still closed, the light moved and was hovering in front of me. It looked something like the Sun, but more- with a wavy ribbon candy corona, and rays flowing out. So beautiful.
I felt a pull to the center, and the image grew to encompass my whole consciousnesses.
I moved towards the center and was hearing “In the center is a jewel. and the jewel is the center.” So many indescribable feelings.
And then “Your heart is the jewel, and the jewel is your heart. Your heart is all hearts, and all hearts are One.”
All of me was filled with light that felt like carbonated water. And the breeze around me blew tendrils of light and energy off of me.
Right around then something growled in the bushes, and I could hear a crack as I was startled back into ordinary consciousness.
Once I determined it was frisky squirrels and not a threat, I sat there a few more moments. Thinking about how humans have tried to describe the Undescribable through myths and religions- through art, and music.
And how, if one is very lucky, one can enter and experience a glimpse of what is beyond ordinary human consciousness and bring back a beautiful impression and memory that can be opened again at any time.
Image is a photo I took on my walk.